I've been feeling tired and down lately. I thought I was doing a much better job of hiding it, but I guess not. My husband notices (but he always does). My little guy can tell. He made a big cheesy grin at me and told me to do that do I could be happy. People have been sticking a little closer to me than usual, and asking me to call them if I need anything (not that they don't usually offer help, but I can tell they're worried). I'm just a bit overwhelmed and I think I'm having trouble with this mostly sunless summer we're having so far. I told my friend Eric that I've been crying at the drop of a hat lately, and he jokingly told me that it was because I'm a woman and we're all bat@$%t crazy. I don't feel like this all the time, or all day, but it's more and more lately. I'm usually good early in the day. I'm plenty cheerful at work, or with friends, or out running errands, but when I get home it's like I've used up all my happy and I'm just tired and I have no emotion left on my face.
So why am I posting this on a public blog forum? I don't know. I don't really care I guess. I'm just so busy lately and my life feels complicated right now. I think I'll get in the tub, read a book, and go to bed early tonight. Then if I still don't feel better tomorrow, I'll go tanning. (Don't laugh, the light helps.)